Halloweeeeen. :(
Oct. 31st, 2009 12:10 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
falloutI LOVE HALLOWEEN. So it really sucks that I don't get to participate this year. I was gonna be swine flu! I even had the costume! And then I couldn't get today off. Baaawwww. It's gonna be super busy, too. Ah, well. It is my last day at work for a while. I guess I should try to enjoy it.
I've noticed that since I started Lexapro, I haven't had the urge to post as much, which is strange. I do generally feel a lot better, though. I've also noticed that it seems to have lessened the severity of my phobias. They still freak me out, but I'm far less likely to make a fool of myself in public because of them.
While I'm on this introspective streak, I've noticed that if something's really bothering me, I don't want to post about it. I can only post about problems that are not that serious, or that I feel I can deal with. I guess it's because posting about them will only remind me that I have these problems... Also, I dislike talking about things that can't be changed or helped by talking about them. I think. I don't know where I'm going with this.
I should go to bed early tonight so that I can wake up earlier and carve the pumpkin, which should only take about 10 minutes. By the time I get home, all the trick or treaters will be gone for sure.
I really wanted to stay home, hand out candy, and watch horror movies with my parents. :( I guess there's next year...
I've noticed that since I started Lexapro, I haven't had the urge to post as much, which is strange. I do generally feel a lot better, though. I've also noticed that it seems to have lessened the severity of my phobias. They still freak me out, but I'm far less likely to make a fool of myself in public because of them.
While I'm on this introspective streak, I've noticed that if something's really bothering me, I don't want to post about it. I can only post about problems that are not that serious, or that I feel I can deal with. I guess it's because posting about them will only remind me that I have these problems... Also, I dislike talking about things that can't be changed or helped by talking about them. I think. I don't know where I'm going with this.
I should go to bed early tonight so that I can wake up earlier and carve the pumpkin, which should only take about 10 minutes. By the time I get home, all the trick or treaters will be gone for sure.
I really wanted to stay home, hand out candy, and watch horror movies with my parents. :( I guess there's next year...
